And I wonder how being alone can make ones feel so lonely.
And I wonder how loneliness can make ones suffocating.

If you saw me laughing wholeheartedly in front of you, it doesn't mean I didn't cry myself to sleep.
If you saw me giving myself a break, it doesn't mean there weren't times I didn't push myself hard.
If you saw me keep eating and munching, it doesn't mean I had never starved myself just to look good.

What you see isn't one hundred percent of me.
I am not faking.
You just don't get to grasp the whole story.